Good morning world! Damn you for waking me up today!

Yesterday night was fine..

We chat for an hour or two..

Woke up today with a message..

"hehe..going breakfast with my friends"

Hmm..

I was not sure..maybe I did not have the right to know who the hell you are going out with..

Who am I? Just a boy friend only..

I had to ask a couple times before you decided to tell..

Then you called..

With a joyful voice?

Yup..cause you went out with friends without me bothering you all the freaking time?

You asked is there anything wrong?

Hah! What the hell should I say? Yes there is?

Poh Ling..

Thanks but no point cheering me up in this state..

Truth or Lie

Past

I liked telling the truth

I prefered telling the truth

Being truthful always made me felt better

I always felt funny when people doubt me even when I was telling the truth

Like always..I told the truth..It was'nt funny anymore

Present

I hate telling the truth

I don't prefer telling the truth

Being truthful hurt others and myself

I never knew telling the truth could be this bad

From now..I won't tell the truth..Lies are better

Future

How the hell do I know the future looks like..=.=

All I know..No truth

Anymore

PSPM (FYI...Dooms Day)

Orientation was like yesterday and 3 more weeks I am going to finish my Sem 1 in KMPk

(Aw man...T_T)

I can't believe I became super hardworking when I enter Matriculation

(And they said Matriculation was easy as pie)

I swear that the time I spend on studying this semester would 100% be more than that during Form4+Form5

(Believe it)

Hmm..lets see..Muet is next Monday too!

(And yea..I haven done any preparations yet)

The one thing that caught my attention during the Edu Fair was the minimum requirement for entering University is Band 1?

(Like there is Band 0..hahaha..is there? -_-'')

And of course today..quite sad actually..the last day of IT class..

No more learning new stuff..no more facebook-ing..no more Dota..

Sem 2 is going to be really dull I guess..Moral and Dinamika..

(Wonder how the Physics and Account students survive..hmm..)

Yeah...anyway...I am going to make the most out of this last IT class

(Dota maybe? Why Ultrasurf is not working today...T_T)

Sayonara..

(Oh..and a big thanks to Encik Jasman for the wonderful and pleasant IT class he had gave this whole time!!)

You promised...

You promised...
That you will treat me better...

You promised...
That you will not ignore me...

You promised...
That you will response to me...

You promised...
That you will not hurt my feelings...

You promised......and you failed

You treat me poorly when we were in a group...
You ignored me when u were intoxicated with someone else...
You turned a deaf ear on me when there was another friend there...
I'm scathed...

How could I continue believing your promises...
How could I beam again in front of you and act like nothing ever happen...
How could I...

Blogging...

Why am I blogging? Hmm..well, I don't have much of a choice do I? My IT lecture requires us to do it but I wonder what will happen if I don't..hehe
Now lets get serious..there will be random post in this blog..nothing specific..
Hmm..but I think most of my post can be quite emotional..haha
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I guess that is all for my 1st post..
Bye now